A Week of Edging

The next couple of posts are kind of back dated... I wrote this one as it happened but am posting it after the play date the edgings were for happened...

Big Poppa and I made the date over a month ago so I’ve had a lot of lead up. Here’s the running note i have running on my phone:

Date with Saynine
July 5th
4pm

5 days (6/30 – 7/4)
6 edgings
4 not at home

Runny mascara

Denim mini Skirt no panties

Red lipstick

Flats ok

Drink 2l water on the drive (still)

No pee breaks

Easy off clothes

Back up comfy clothes

Snacks

Enema kit

Test lipstick on leather

Hot, right??

So it’s Sunday. I’m already crawling up the wall a little bit but at least I’ve got 5 of 6 edgings done.

Edgings: masturbating to the point of orgasming and stopping short.

I’m sure it will only get harder.

I’m not allowed to cum but there is one exception: if another partner I’m playing with allows me to cum.

Of course I play with/date sadists. C is coming over Monday after work. I saw him Thursday before I left. He had less than an hour so he came over and fucked my ass and left. It was totally hot. He’s been appraised of the situation and hasn’t decided if I’m good enough to let me cum. It kind of makes me like him more.

So the edgings so far (oh yea I can’t repeat a location in a day and need to remember them all):

- hotel bathroom
- my bed in the hotel (at like 3am with everyone else passed out).
- the bathroom outside the restaurant in the hotel.
- the airplane bathroom
- my seat on the plane.

Did you know how much airplanes vibrate?!?!?!?!?!?

I’m so excited for Friday and a little bit scared. I feel like maybe I talk too big of a talk and then I’m afraid of failing in the end. But I also need to accept that failing would be good for the dominant: less work for them to do 

– my car parked in my parking lot.

Monday

I started early (12:30am). I nearly threw my hitachi across the room to keep from cumming. I wanted to cum so bad it hurt.

- my bed
- my car in the parking lot
- work bathroom
- starbucks bathroom
- togo’s bathroom

Now I’m laying here and C is coming over soon. He’s going to use me horribly.. and hasn’t decided if he’s going to let me cum or not. The last edging for the night is for him and while I’ve been waiting, I’ve bee reading Saynine’s post of his micro erotica. Dead god I’m climbing up the walls….

C is gone… I’m laying in the wet spot from our fun and am sore all over. He gave me an orgasm… but I didn’t enjoy it for the pleasure…. I was only allowed to cum if he could get his whole fist in me. It hurt… a lot (his hands are huge). But as soon as he said I could, I was cumming all over his fist. It stole the orgasm from me… no gentle crescendo, just spasms around a stiff object and pain leading to being even more horny for the rest of the evening.

- On the floor of my apt, fingered with C’s cock gagging me

Tuesday
- In Bed reading more #FuckToyFriday

Ugh I woke up really sore so I didn’t get any more edging in till after lunch… I kind of bar hopped the dirty slut way…

- Old Pro Bathroom
- Rudy’s Bathroom
- Mallard’s bathroom
- Car parked outside of Mallard’s
- New desk chair

Wednesday

- Shower
- Crepevine Bathroom
- Bed
- Car outside Wicked grounds
- Wicked grounds bathroom
- Cat Club/Bagg bathroom

I came back and a friend said “you weren’t gone long.” It’s not about the time, but about the feeling of wanting to cry from the frustration of not getting to finish. That’s not taking very long these days….

Thursday
- Bed
- Shower
- Car in the parking lot

C came and picked me up. We were planning a vanilla-ish afternoon…. which turned into wild face fucking and watching porn….

- C’s living with while gagging on his cock

We napped and cuddled (he snores… all the guys I date snore) and then went for food…

- 5 guys bathroom

We came back, watched some fireworks, and then were curled up watching Independence Day when he got horny…

I sucked him a bit and then he decided he wanted my ass (he’s totally an ass guy I think).

- C’s bed riding his cock in my ass.

So that’s 30 edgings in 5 days. I’m curled up in bed and can feel my girly bits nearly humming….