8/13/07

So today I masturbated (as is my fashion) to an erotic story about a woman who was kidnapped and gang banged by several men. It got me hot reading about how she came to really enjoy being used...I thinks are moving to fast... I think I'm agreeing to things not 'cause I really want to do them or think that it's the right time for things to happen, but because I can't say no. I need to learn to say no. It's hard but I need to. Is it ok to back things off a bit?